Johan Eriksson's Page

I just came back from a 5 day stay at my fiancess place,an area where supposedly things r"worse"then where i live,gangs reportedly gone wild and yada yada yada,but theres only 2 apartment buildings that r"bad"meaning bad housing and wellfare ppl,and after all,all wellfare ppl must b on drugs rite?

Came home to find out that there had just been riots where i lived,hm i miss all the fun it seems?!lol
reports of firebombs,gang violence and burnt out cars was reported,turned out only one car was to… Continue

Spent a weekend plus change w my fiancee down south this past weekend,meet my future in laws(scary stuff)and went to her cousins birtday bash,now real funny note is that her cousin and most of their mutual friends r gay,and veery much on the gay side of bein gay meanin flowery speach,neat clothes and jobs complete w spray on tans,my evening and mood was pretty much set after my neigbour at the table remarked my tats w"have u been to prison?",funny how small stuff builds up huge defence walls,aft… Continue

Evry now n then i feel like quitting and just goin along with the flow of things,then im reminded that hey were in this for the long run,and not just the parts of it we like,change is a on going procces and its not always gonna be fun n games.

Im also reminded that in the midst of this procces im still ME:)
i still have ups n downs(comes w bein human),sometimes i fail totally,sometimes i dont:)

Havin a good day:)

Been busy w planing upcomin stuff w clowns without borders(u oughta see me in a clown suit,enough to make even the pope laugh im sure),doin some political stuff and planning a trip to thailand,will be spendin couple a weeks w some munks,gettin some sakyan tattoes on my back,and finally gettin engaged over there,way cool:)

speakin of tattoes,thats another area i noticed kinda changed after doin the 7 day challenge,before most of my ink was dark n gruesome,even my funny ones were more dark n nega… Continue

never thought id write about this here,but hey its only when were honest w ourselfs that we can get better.

i was first "diagnosed"w add about a year ago,or rather they thought that maybe i had it,i put all my defence walls up and ignored em,and decided i was doin way too good to have add(had no idea what it was then but it didnt sound like fun)

4 months ago my ex wife was diagnosed w it,and after speakin to her and some friends that have add,i noticed that there was way too many similarities… Continue